a stress luv of u n me..

“Romantic love reaches out in little ways, showing attention and admiration. Romantic love remembers what pleases a woman, what excites her, and what surprises her. Its actions whisper: you are the most special person in my life.”

hmmmmmmmmmm........not in a good mood today...but i still think it is necessary to write bout this....how i wish he'll become like what i wanted him to be...but the truth is...i really do not know what i wanted him to be....not a doctor..not a pilot...just a guy who go through on the correct path of my 'almost mr. perfect guy'....is there on the earth a guy who never hurt the one they luv???not from the words...not from what they do...what they think or whatever it is...i really need this kind of guy...yeah...in my daydream....

am i perfect???nope...i'm really not...and i never asked u to be a perfect too...i'm just advising u to b a better person...is an advise means i'm rude?i dont have any respect to u?...maybe i'm not a soft spoken girl...advising like the wind...going through the hole of ur ears like a whispering of an angel....it's my way....advising u with a nag...an irritating n annoying nag...so what...it's damn ur fault...i just wanna create a better guy for my lifetime partner...stop wit all the excuses...i juz cant stand it...change urself...wake me up in the morning wit a sweet wishes n whispers....go to work wit no excuses...spend the evening wit me....pampered me wit luvs n no hurts....send me back wit a hug n nite wish...is that really hard for u???never asked for a thing that cost u money each time we meet....pity to u if u cant fulfill this damn smallest desire of my life....n u know what...here are few more things that i really want u to do but never asked for that since u had told me u'll never become a romantic guy...fine....it's always fine for me...u dont have to be romantic...but i need u to know what a woman called me really wanted a luv relationship to b....

1) a sweet thing to be remembered...flowers and choc are nice, but they almost become a cliché. it cost u money too...

2)a guy who opened the car door for me each time i want to enter the car...

3)a guy who pulled the chair for me to seat n seat after me...

4)a guy who choose the movie seat....

5)a guy who touch my hair nicely...

6)a guy who talk bout future things that are nice to be heard...

7)a guy who drives while holding my hand and talk to me all the way in the car..

8)a guy who speaks while starring at my eyes n say romantic words such as...u r my dream girl...hahhahah...

9)a guy who never let me hear a thing that will make me mad or hurt....

10) and lastly....my dream guy is a guy who pampered me wit luvs n money...i juz luv it...i'm materialistic..i really want a guy to settle all my bills...my car fuel...my house rent...buying shoes n clothes...hahahahah..now i'm really a bitch...

is that all???hmmm..i'm not too sure....i think there's a lot more...but for the time being...this is it...too stress to think of this nonsense thing...i knew this gonna hurt u my dear..so sorry for everything...luvs is all bout the ups and down....but i choose to move horizontally..not vertically..means that our relationship will never be at the top or bottom..we are juz being neutral...we fight everyday means that we have a strong bond...at least we have something to talk of..no fight means no colors..n that is juz too plain for this lovely relationship...i really luv u for who u are...juz hoping that u can be a lil bit more towards my 'almost mr. perfect'...change urself to b a better u for us...may god bless our relationship...

My heart to you is given. Do give yours to me. We will lock them up together, And throw away the key. Love will always be a part of our lives. It is the emotion that God has given us to use for him and to other people.

my beloved nephews n 'uncle lep'

ten little fingers that always want to play...

that never stop wondering the wonder of today...
ten little fingers that from the very start....
will reach out tomorrow yet always hold your heart....

this post of mine is dedicated for my dearest nephews....the A&A....Aiman n Aizad...most cutest boys in my life...different characters wit different attraction...juz luv them a lot...lucky that my sis gave birth to 3 adorable kids...i juz luv boys...the girls always gediks....like my cousins...hahahhaha....

Aiman....a handsome boy who is very hard to take care of since he was born...but now he had turned up to be a good boy....more manje n unindependent then Aizad....couldnt take care of himself also...still mnum susu n need kain pink b4 go to sleep...n even berak in pampers....huhuhuhu...but one think bout this boy...he's going to b a casanova one day....or maybe a model....hahahahaha...watever it is...he likes to pose...like to take pics...very metrosexual n perfectionist...juz like his mom....no sleeveless shirt coz nnt malu nmpk ketiak....must wear gel b4 going out to make sure he look handsome enough.....but cant stop buying toys....nasib bek mk bpk ade wet...huhuhuhu....his toys worth more than thousands....investment for the next generation i think....so that aiman wont have to buy toys for his son when he grown up...hehe....

Aizad...this boy got a cheek like a 'bontot'...very pejal....hahhahaah....he's damn cute n talks a lot....he's more independent...he can take care of himself well n he is very concern of other people...he doesnt play the wii like aiman did...he can juz play wit anything....n his habit is to play wit others ear....this is what makes his uncle lep missed him much....coz that habit of him makes uncle lep sleeps well whenever we went to my sis house...wit the aircon..i think uncle lep sleeps longer than usual....huhuhuh....

well..actually there's another nephew...Muhammad...juz few months old...luv him too...but it's too early to describe his character....juz like wat mek wan said...he juz know to menetek n berak....hahahahah....
some pics of A&A at i-city....Aiman is very photogenic...Aizad is not that sporting when it comes to pics....he just cant stand the flashlight...now we know who's going to be the star...n who's going to stay in the office....huhuhuhuh....


to uncle lep...thanks for loving my nephews juz like yours....sometimes he's the one who wanted to go to my sis house....juz to meet the A&A....n he also asked me to give birth to cute boys like them,..hahahah...have to ask my sis how to get it?...huhuhu....luv u dear....

boss will always be the boss....

A good boss makes his men realize they have more ability than they think they have so that they consistently do better work than they thought they could. a good saying huh.....but this one boss really makes us feel bad for everything we do....he's nice but nice can be very subjective...juz like the way he wanna ask someone to do something..he'll skype to several people which actually point to that particular person....and everyone who accept the skype msg will have to go through all the burden of saying wats going on to that 'person'....pity to anyone who receive the skype msg lor..huhuhuhuh....

but then..wat to do..a boss is always rite..juz have to nod...n say yes..then everything will be fine...in this nature...there will be rules n regulations that we juz cant avoid it...the decisions cant be changed...this goes the same to the stupid ref of the match between england n germany...well yeah...germany deserves the victory...but one thing for sure...lampard goal shouldnt be cancelled...it's a valid goal...wat a linesman...he will surely be killed by the bookie...huhuuhuh....but that wat we say...it's a nature...the boss is the boss...the referee is always the referee...no ones can deny their decision...

so..the moral of the story...be a boss to make sure that people will nod to everything u say...n be a referee...if u wanna get killed over the football match...huhuhuhuh

when everyone has gone...

Some people come into our lives and quickly go. Some stay for awhile and leave footprints on our hearts. And we are never, ever the same.

it's hard to say wat i feel when i enter my empty rental house....no more shouting of the 3 musketeers...no more gossips n sharing probs wit the segamat girl...i wonder is that a relieve for the quietness or the unneeded emptiness....2 and a half years wit all these ladies actually create a thing in my whole life...it's a big change...they are not there anymore...i'm going to get a new roommate...wonder how she is....wanna get new housemates too....hope that no ones gonna create problems and juz be like the others...having fun without hurting me....

well...to tell the truth...we had a fight several times...not a fight i think..it's juz a misunderstood....wat to say bout girls....gossiping like the gossip girls....revenging like the desperate housewives....and investigate bout other peoples like the csi..but the best....curing people's with the laugh like the House....it's a wonderful life of having friends isn't it....we watch all the best drama on AXN together....that's the best part....tired of working late but i still can join them watch the show.....but for the Indonesian drama @ TV3...the Segamat girl is the only follower...huhuhuh....

actually lots more to state here...but i prefer to giv some review of them first...not using the real name....guess it urself....haha....starting from my best bud....the Segamat girl..we share lot of things together...secrets...probs..share the same toilet too....the best thing is when she comes to my room at nite...feeling very happy that time...coz i knew that there's a bombastic gossip to share at that time....huhuhu...she's quite secretive...but not wit me...i think that i get a lot of secret out of nowhere from her....me too....luvs to share things wit her coz she understands me better...but not bout my bf...she always siding on him....am i really that bad when it comes to a luv relationship???hmmmm...only the Segamat girl knows....huhuhuhhu....

next...one of the 3 musketeers with chinese look...ipoh mali...huhuhuh...she's my roomate..she's up on my bed...n i'm right below her...sporting...easy going....not muc to say...she's fine wit everythng...i can switch on the light early in the morning to get ready to work...n she doesnt mind it(think so...huhuhu)...hope the next roomate can be juz like that....if not i'm gonna sweep her away...shooooh.....

the other 2 musketeers...not sure they will be moving out or not....very talkative....shout out loud...one is the hard core fan of the indie band...the other one is the remote holder....hahahhaah....she watch the tv most of the time coz thats where she sleep everyday...in front of the tv....but no prob...at least it is worth it to subscribe to the astro....huhuhuh....one more thing bout the remote holder...she can screams as loud as the 'Do u think u can dance' judge Mary....AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAaahhhhhh.....hahaahha....i missed that muc....

3 more to go....the mom...the actuary girl n wat should i call the last one...hmmmmm....really hard to fine her name...wat bout the landlady....huhuhuhuh....the mom is married...gonna have a baby soon..pray for a cute baby for her....not much to say....she's ok...n so so....the actuary girl?she's the ugly duckling...not that she's ugly...but she's not in the same course as us....huhuhuhuh....this actuary girl is LJ looks alike....i think she's in a lil bit different class wit rich friends...always hear her stories bout that....but watever it is...she's one of the person in my house...the more the merrier...lot more stories means lot more gossips...hahahah....i juz like it...

n the last one...the landlady...she's not moving out...well...a landlady should stay as long as possible at that certain place rite....hahahaha..she's the banker...she's the representer of the house...she's the one who's in charge wit the house owner...n there goes the landlady....sumtimes...we juz have to respect and have some sensitivity towards others...but not everyone can do it...the landlady may have done something towards one of us previously...but things change...we should forgive each other..no matter what...once u know a person...then that is one of ur friend...

no hard feeling guys...have fun reading this...remember me as whatever u want...miss u guys always....


not in the pic...the landlady n the actuary girl...wonder where they are at this time....hahahahah...watever it is...X-1-8b in memories....to the remote holder n indie fan..plz dont leave me this soon....huhuhuh....

when a girl watch football.....

football is really not a girl sport...huhuhuhh...it's a fact....i was born in a family with 3sisters...got a lil bro but i wonder whether he can kick the ball....but his ball can easily be kicked....hhahahahaa....it's quite a big change in my life after i met this guy....i had to watch the epl...this world cup at mamak all the time from nite to nite....n my practical in Asia Media had open my eyes towards this game....had to do all the teams n places review....well...had to admit that this is the most popular sport in the world..how could i left the moment of teenagers to watch the football....hahahaaha...at least when my grandchild ask me one day bout football...i can proudly talk bout the handsome ronaldo...huhuhuhu....

n here he is...

ahahhaahah....short review....this is the creature called cristiano ronaldo....know what...i always thought this ronaldo is the one which played for brazil....huhuhuh...same name huh...how do i ever know that he's not the one....well....obviously they are not the same person...that ronaldo a lil bit 'jo'....hahahahahaah....

my bf is a big fan of him too...always think that he's the clone of this guy..wit the nickname of ronaldin...hah?wtf...huhuhuh....well...never mind...since that i luv both...xdpt ronaldo...ronaldin also can lor....huhuhuhhu....pity my dear....he played football before this...but since he's 3months pregnant....he cant even chase the ball in front of him....kui3....whatever it is..hope that we gonna have a lot of sons...combined with my nephew...become a football team to fulfill his wish of becoming a coach....hhahahahah....

so wats more to see???ronaldin???for sure....this is my dearest ronaldo's clone....len mak len bapak..len kulit len segalenye...dunno which part is the clone one...except for the balls i think...i mean football...hehe....

i'm watching the match between brazil n portugal...dont really care who's gonna win...juz wondering....why the hell that i'm here???hhahahaha....juz wanna clear my sore eyes....penuh tuuu mamak nih....ley cuci mate....at the same time...d sisi owg tersyg...heheeheh....xoxo....

dedicated to the double yus.....:)

'A mother's joy begins when new life is stirring inside....when a tiny heartbeat is heard for the very first time, and a playful kick reminds her that she is never alone....'

this post is meant for my new friends which is my bf's old friend. ...i met them in t'ganu last week...the husband's name is yus...then i ask the wife...wat is ur name...then she answer yus....hmmm...i smile....i ask again but she answer the same thing...then only i know...they got the same name...yus...so juz wanna call them the double yus...huhuhuhuh.....

thanks to them....at first me n my bf quite bored...dunno where to go since that ahmad pintu is busy wit his wedding...huhuhuhu....lucky this double yus is there....makan2 @ ketapang...jalan2 @ masjid kristal...gorgeous...the seafood was damn nice...the scenery was obviously beautiful....n thanks to the male yus too..coz without him i wont have the chance to take a pic wit my bf...coz no part time photographer...huhuhuh....

wanna talk bout the female yus...i like her a lot..she's not too talkative but she smiles most of the time...i'm sure she will have a cute baby girl...she's 8 months pregnant...i like too see her belly too...very sexy huh....huhuhuhuh...but this cute lady is avoiding to take pic bcoz she's too shy to show her big belly....aiyoo my dear...that's a gift...a great gift and somehow really sexy...auwwww....hahahahhaha.....

watever it is...wanna say thanks to the double yus for all the troubles...may god bless both of u n have cute babies....n another notes for the female yus....
"There are three reasons for breast-feeding: the milk is always at the right temperature; it comes in attractive containers; and the cat can't get it.".....hahahahaha..dont forget to breastfeed ur baby...be like my sis..she's working but yet she still breastfeed her son until 1year i think...she also has a breast milk freezer for her baby....n hopefully she wont use that to make curry or what.....hhahahahaahha...luv u guyz....xoxo....

me n the female yus @ masjid kristal....


the double yus....sweet huh..:)

and lastly of coz..this is my pic @ ketapang edited by my beloved....

text book for sale....

kepade sape2 y nk beli buku y bru lagi terpakai especially to all those cs233 juniors...plz let me know...i'll confirm that all the books is in really damn good condition since that aku xpnh bce bku2 tu...huhhuuhuh....kt bwh ni list snarai buku utk djual..harge ley tawar...hhahhahahah...

1) calculus
2)the architecture of computer hardware and system software
3)multimedia: making it work
4)fundamentals of multimedia
5)computer graphics for openGL
6)java programming
7)probability&statistics for engineers and scientist
8)managing multimedia(photostat)
9)modul hubungan etnik
10)perbincangan mengenai tamadun(photostat)
11)human computer interaction

before and after....smile..:)

en.azharie n my beloved

actually this post is requested by my beloved...dunno y he really want me to upload this pic in my blog..
huhuuhuh..whatever....ku turutkan saje kemahuanmu...hehehehehe....he's too proud of this pic...die ckp dak opis die sume ckp die cm pegawai....hehehehehe...u mmg pegawai pn kn....mstila owg ckp cmtu..

wanna talk a lil bit bout the guy next to my bf....his name is en.azharie(i'm not sure if this is the correct spelling...sorry en. azharie...hhehehehehe)..nickname die kt facebook ni 'jaie' if i'm not mistaken again....hhuhuhuh...pape jela...i'm not sure this party for wat..pape pn i had met this guy at bun-d few weeks ago...he's nice since that what my bf had always talk bout him....never heard bad things...if got for sure i'll write it here....hhuhuhuhuh....n then...that's it....juz a review of en.azharie...:)

next is regarding the title up there..
wondering y i put 'before n after'?hahahahaha...i'm juz too proud too see my bf changing from the size of his waist 27 to 33....(i think the latest is 34..huhuhuh)...he's 50kg when i first met him....god..damn thin....i hate skinny guys...but things eventually change....orang kate psangan bahagie adalah pasangn y xsme cite rse....n that's wat we've gone through...come..here's some review bout my dear ISHARUDIN ABD HALIM...

1)he never likes sushi b4 dis...but i'm quite surprise too see him eating at sushi king yesterday..nice try my dear....

2)he never wears colored shirt....always black,white n brown...wat a boring color...but now...i dont think he would choose that color anymore for his clothes...:)

3)my first date...until several dates b4 we decide to have a relationship...i found out that he never finished up his food...god....this guy is so control....eating like a lady...i wonder y is he like that...i asked him n he said that he hate to see people with perut buncit...so he's trying to avoid that....but well....god knows better how much he eat nowadays...n look at his tummy................................i like!!!!!!!!!!!!!hahhahhha.....

4)this make me laugh like hell...i never know this guy b4...never knew wat he looks like...n damn it....i juz found his pic wit moustache...hahahhaah..n he's so skinny too!!!so guys...this is all exclusively for u....

guess which one is him...huhuhuhuh...well obviously my dear is a lot more better today....i luv him for the way he is...no matter what happen...this is juz a joke...hope my dear wont get mad over this....hahahhaha....i'm really proud to say that i've changed him a lot!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!luv u syg....mis u every minute...lot more than u miss me....ahaks....xoxo....

5 stars for Sex n the City 2

dedicated to my beloved...
thx for last nite sushi n sex & the city...
actually this movie taught me many things...

1) love need trust..
-no matter how far u go...if u trust ur beloved one...everything will b fine....but that is really impossible..
how can u forgive ur partner who had kissed another person????ridiculous..
other person may...but not me...i can't even trust my bf bout his past...sorry my dear..
it takes time...but i'll always luv u....

2)no braless maid in ur house....
-hahhahhaha....dis one sounds crazy...do u think a guy can control their sex desire towards a braless sexy lady....even an animal can be raped by a guy..for sure everyone can think of that...how insecure to have a maid who is younger and more attractive than u..
thank god my sis's maid my is not attractive at all...ahahahhahaha...

3)woman needs luxury...
-are u sure buying a TV is enough for an anniversary??hahhahaha....come on guys...we can't show off that big screen to others...but a diamond ring CAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

4)attraction or attention????
-sometimes all i need is that he'll keep looking at me and no one else...watching tv is also an annoying thing....what a woman...but that's normal isn't it...we juz wanna be attracted by everyone and get the attention from the beloved one...one thing bout me...i can't even stand when my bf is driving n not talking or holding my hand...it's just like i'm invisible..i'll surely get mad over that....n he'll ask...is there anything that I've done wrong?i didn't answer that coz the answer will be damn stupid which is because " u are driving n not talking...yet didn't even hold my hand....hhahahahhahahahaha"....

i think that a lot more bout the sex & the city movie..watch it n have fun!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
xoxo....

trip to terengganu...

this post is dedicated to 'ahmad pintu' (bukan name sebenar).....
klo xkerane mung...xdenye smpai ganu minggu lps..
huhuhuhuh..
anyway...nice trip....
KT mutiare(hotel sponsored by 'Ahmad pintu') quite nice..
ala2 otel bajet kt jb...huhuhuh...
feel free to view these pics....
anyway...juz wanna let u guyz know...terengganu had change a lot...
people hanging out until dawn...
ade big screen for FIFA...S.alam tyg RTM...terengganu tyg Astro wa cakap lu..
huhuhuh..
terbaik ah....the most important is that i can see the socialism among them...melepak kt dataran shahbandar pkai hotpants..wow....i like.,...
hahhahahahahaha....

location: pantai ketapang
these pics was edited by my cayang...thx syg...u make me look pretty even though i'm not..:)

alkisah makcik bertudung...

td lunch aku g mkn kt tesco...
then tgh mkn tbe2 matu aku melekat kt satu adegan antare makcik bertudung dan cleaner bangladesh...
alkisahnye makcik tu nk bli mknn..
die cop meje dgn letak surat kabar y kononnye die bru bli.
c cleaner ni lak tgh asyik membersihkan meje..
die nmpk surat kaba ats meje tnp tuannye die pn buangla..
then dtg mkcik tu mrh2 cleaner tu..
die ckp 'sy bru bli..bce pn lom!!!!'
cleaner tu pn amk blk surat kabar dr tong smph die y kering n letak blk ats meje tu..
tp c mkcik tu pny bengang die cmpk surat kaba tu...
then die bebel mrh2 cleaner tuh..
nth pape jek..
stkt paper rm1..
bli jela ag..
pastu cleaner tu pn blah dgn mke simpatinye..(aku xley tgk owg wt mke sdey nih)...huhuhuh...
then aku perhatikn jela mkcik tu..
die mkn kt tmpt len..
bkn kt meje y die cop tuh..
mkn swg2..
dlm ati aku...pdnla xde kwn,..
perangai cm haprak...
senanye makcik tu xdela tua pn..
umo dlm awl 30-an kot..
tp ape aku kisah..
memalukn owg melayu...
hampeh.....