da menjadi kebiasaan..asal hari jumaat jek pikir rumah...asal jumaat jek pikir rumah..da tak pikir benda lain...sejak aku msuk asrama mase form 1...kamis malam da packing barang nak balik rumah tak kirela minggu tu minggu dibenarkan balik ke tak...yang penting aku tetap nak balik rumah...padahal mase tu rumah belakang sekolah jek pun..bile aku pikir2 balik..ade ape dengan rumah?entah ek...rumah aku nak kate besa...besa la gak..klo kecik2 men sembunyi2 ngn yah mesti aku nangis sebab xkan jumpe die...hahahaha...tp xknla sebab uma besa aku suke sgt blk uma...hmmm...maybe sebab ade mama ngn papa...tp xjugak...kadang2 aku blk papa kua bwk teksi...mama g mesyuarat umno..aku tinggal sorang pn aku happy gak...pelik tol...mase form 3 aku taw aku suke blk uma kenape..sebab ade mawi kt dalam af...wajib tengok..so tu satu good reason la untuk aku syg rumah aku...tp sekarang..rumah sewa aku pun ade astro...xheran pun...so can someone explain to me...why i luv my home sweet home that much?susah nk jwb..aku rse sume org pn sme kot...spe xsyg rumah die da ley bakar da rumah tu...huhuhuh...
petang ni blk keje...my dear amik...then anta kuih kt uma encik pastu g buke kat mne2..right after buke gerak blk ke rumah..not my rumah...but my dear pny kampung...kan bes klo dapat blk uma sendiri...kat jb besh..ade giant..ade jusco...ade tesco...ade bowling...wlopun kt sini pn ade...tp stil xsame..hmmm..pelik tp benar...
senanye ape aku nak cakap ek...huhuhuh...da xde bnd nk wt men tulis jela pape yang aku rse nk tulis..iyela tuh xde bnd nk wt..byk jek kje...cume mim alip lam sin...lantakla...name pn jumaat...ilek suda..pas lunch ade gotong royong..besh nih gotong royong sambil goyang kaki...apela sgt y nk dibersihkan kt opis aku nih...cleaner da ade...sj jek kot bos aku tu bg can lepak..die tgk sume muke cam taik sebab kne keje pd ari y xsptutnye...ikutkn ati aku pn mls nk keje..rmai jek y amk mc..td aku dtg awl tryla ronda2 kt area cni..kot ade klinik y jual mc...hmmm..hmpeh..bek sgtla plk sume mnusie kt klinik tu xnk jual mc...so klo spe2 ley gtaw mne ade jual mc kasi roger k...huhuhuh...
hah...di kesempatan ni aku nak mengucapkan jutaan lemon terima kasih to all my sis...akk ampang...akk ptd...n adk gambang...andalah kekuatan kewangan sy...tanpe korang aku xkn mampu berdiri dengan tegak di samping bf ku y semakin kurang tegaknye disebabkan moral down to the ground...dr segi moral value...i've learn something...there's no one else who is much more closer to u...other than the one who share the same blood with u...xkirela betape kuat mne pn chemistry aku dgn my dear..but the truth is still the truth...no one can understand me better than my family...sorry my dear..u are no 2..huhuhuh...
to my sis in ampang...u are the wealthiest...smpai kne penalty ngn lhdn sbb wrong declaration..byk sgtla tuh...huuhuhu...wanna say thank you so muc...even though u always use the sentence ' ko da byk tolong aku'...hmmm...still rse nilai pertolongan dgn wet lain value die...i help in different way which is not related to money...but whatever it is..thanks a lot...i'll luv ur kids much more...hahahaha...to my ptd n gambang sis...thanks gak coz bersusah payah promo kuih rye kite untuk bantu mslh kewangan y tak putus2 melande...hmmm..nthla...apela nasib kite...
~~tibe2 sedey...baru pas call mama...sedey cite masalah sndri...tatawla mama dgr ke x aku ngs...suare mama pn cm sebak bile aku ckp something psl tunang...hmmm...mama nak offer wet...tp aku bkn stress psl wet pn..stkt nk mkn wet y akk aku bg ade ag...nth ek..stress psl ape?psl nk tunang???psl bf aku ilang gaji???arghhh...stress melande....da xmmpu nk berpikir secare rasional...jap g nak call mama ag...byk lagi y nk diluahkan...and mama mcm taw jek aku bru pas gdo ngn bf aku...bkn gdo...dingin...ble da stress...sume xkne...ckp nk tggi suare...ble tertinggi pitching ckt mulela hangin satu badan...sumenye uncontrolable...mgkin mama da byk pengalaman...die taw sume ni...aku xcte pn die da ley agk..thanks mama coz memahami...n sorry wlopn taun ni noi da start tp noi still xley bg wet rye kt mama...slp2 mama stil bg wet rye kt noi...alamak..ternangis suda..kang ade y da opis aku pelik...syyyyyyyyyy....stop crying...hush hush...
dhla...senanye nasib aku xdela malang mane pn...mungkin da biase dilimpahi kesenangan dan kemudahan...bile da idup sndri..belajar berdikari...mcm2 dugaan dan cabaran...tatawla aku da bersedie ke tak nak tunang or kwen...idup stil blom stabil...aku blm mmpu biasekn dri...dlu time bljr ade biasswa...xckp mama papa bg ag...bile skrg...xkn nk mntk ag...hmmmm....nthla...semoge sgalenye akn kembali normal...to my dear...i dh cube sdaye upaya mmhmi u...tp i ade thp kesabaran y rendah...plz treat me as before...as if we never had any problem..as if the money is still there...stop ur frustration...get back ur strength n come back to me as a stronger guy...i wont ask for more...juz wanna get my 'real' bf back...
tears is coming...should be better if i stop right here...hope the rain will stop...n giv a shine to make me smile as before...to bring back the happiness between us...and to make me really positive to get engage...i'm sorry my dear..it's not bcoz i dont want u...i just dont wanna get engage to a sad guy like what u are right now...change urself...make me smile...coz i really miss it damn much...
xoxo....
petang ni blk keje...my dear amik...then anta kuih kt uma encik pastu g buke kat mne2..right after buke gerak blk ke rumah..not my rumah...but my dear pny kampung...kan bes klo dapat blk uma sendiri...kat jb besh..ade giant..ade jusco...ade tesco...ade bowling...wlopun kt sini pn ade...tp stil xsame..hmmm..pelik tp benar...
senanye ape aku nak cakap ek...huhuhuh...da xde bnd nk wt men tulis jela pape yang aku rse nk tulis..iyela tuh xde bnd nk wt..byk jek kje...cume mim alip lam sin...lantakla...name pn jumaat...ilek suda..pas lunch ade gotong royong..besh nih gotong royong sambil goyang kaki...apela sgt y nk dibersihkan kt opis aku nih...cleaner da ade...sj jek kot bos aku tu bg can lepak..die tgk sume muke cam taik sebab kne keje pd ari y xsptutnye...ikutkn ati aku pn mls nk keje..rmai jek y amk mc..td aku dtg awl tryla ronda2 kt area cni..kot ade klinik y jual mc...hmmm..hmpeh..bek sgtla plk sume mnusie kt klinik tu xnk jual mc...so klo spe2 ley gtaw mne ade jual mc kasi roger k...huhuhuh...
hah...di kesempatan ni aku nak mengucapkan jutaan lemon terima kasih to all my sis...akk ampang...akk ptd...n adk gambang...andalah kekuatan kewangan sy...tanpe korang aku xkn mampu berdiri dengan tegak di samping bf ku y semakin kurang tegaknye disebabkan moral down to the ground...dr segi moral value...i've learn something...there's no one else who is much more closer to u...other than the one who share the same blood with u...xkirela betape kuat mne pn chemistry aku dgn my dear..but the truth is still the truth...no one can understand me better than my family...sorry my dear..u are no 2..huhuhuh...
to my sis in ampang...u are the wealthiest...smpai kne penalty ngn lhdn sbb wrong declaration..byk sgtla tuh...huuhuhu...wanna say thank you so muc...even though u always use the sentence ' ko da byk tolong aku'...hmmm...still rse nilai pertolongan dgn wet lain value die...i help in different way which is not related to money...but whatever it is..thanks a lot...i'll luv ur kids much more...hahahaha...to my ptd n gambang sis...thanks gak coz bersusah payah promo kuih rye kite untuk bantu mslh kewangan y tak putus2 melande...hmmm..nthla...apela nasib kite...
~~tibe2 sedey...baru pas call mama...sedey cite masalah sndri...tatawla mama dgr ke x aku ngs...suare mama pn cm sebak bile aku ckp something psl tunang...hmmm...mama nak offer wet...tp aku bkn stress psl wet pn..stkt nk mkn wet y akk aku bg ade ag...nth ek..stress psl ape?psl nk tunang???psl bf aku ilang gaji???arghhh...stress melande....da xmmpu nk berpikir secare rasional...jap g nak call mama ag...byk lagi y nk diluahkan...and mama mcm taw jek aku bru pas gdo ngn bf aku...bkn gdo...dingin...ble da stress...sume xkne...ckp nk tggi suare...ble tertinggi pitching ckt mulela hangin satu badan...sumenye uncontrolable...mgkin mama da byk pengalaman...die taw sume ni...aku xcte pn die da ley agk..thanks mama coz memahami...n sorry wlopn taun ni noi da start tp noi still xley bg wet rye kt mama...slp2 mama stil bg wet rye kt noi...alamak..ternangis suda..kang ade y da opis aku pelik...syyyyyyyyyy....stop crying...hush hush...
dhla...senanye nasib aku xdela malang mane pn...mungkin da biase dilimpahi kesenangan dan kemudahan...bile da idup sndri..belajar berdikari...mcm2 dugaan dan cabaran...tatawla aku da bersedie ke tak nak tunang or kwen...idup stil blom stabil...aku blm mmpu biasekn dri...dlu time bljr ade biasswa...xckp mama papa bg ag...bile skrg...xkn nk mntk ag...hmmmm....nthla...semoge sgalenye akn kembali normal...to my dear...i dh cube sdaye upaya mmhmi u...tp i ade thp kesabaran y rendah...plz treat me as before...as if we never had any problem..as if the money is still there...stop ur frustration...get back ur strength n come back to me as a stronger guy...i wont ask for more...juz wanna get my 'real' bf back...
tears is coming...should be better if i stop right here...hope the rain will stop...n giv a shine to make me smile as before...to bring back the happiness between us...and to make me really positive to get engage...i'm sorry my dear..it's not bcoz i dont want u...i just dont wanna get engage to a sad guy like what u are right now...change urself...make me smile...coz i really miss it damn much...
xoxo....
2 comments:
Childhood friend,Tak kisah sejauh mana pun kita...sehebat mana pun kita...sehappy mana pun kita...Sebusy mana pun kita.Family come first.Kadang2 time kita happy kita lupa mereka,padahal waktu kita susah their the one who give the first help.No one.Diba pun rasa macam itu juga...1st year working is the most though time to go.Ramai orang salah anggap kte dah kerja means kita dh stable and kita pun dulu sangatlah excited nak habis study...bila di alam perkerjaan kita rasa macam nak blk u study.Chill k,if no problem...life means nothing n plain.Im admit too,our kampung (jhrjaya,JB) is the best place in the world =)
thx diba for ur comment...btul tu...ingt da kje idup sngkn...tp xjgk...mslh y dtg xley nk kawal...xpela..belajar dr pengalaman...thx dear...mish ya...jemput dtg rumah time rye...:)
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